Her broken smile

Saturday, 28 April 2012

  • Married + baby = Bliss :)

    I have been married for 2months ! Hehe.
    For those who I have not been able to catch up with,
    I am doing great. Or more than great.
    Practically one of the best time period I ever experienced.

    Many feel that my hubby looks like those who stands in the front row of a gang fight.
    Wellllllll, I tend to agree. Hee.
    Ironically, he is probably the sweetest and cutest boy ever !
    I know LOL quite hard for you to imagine by looking at his face.
    But behind closed doors, he really think he's 12 yrs old.
    Starting to be damn lame and childish all.

    Hubby has grown more attentive and generous since our baby boy appeared.
    ( Not an option cos he aint the one having a 3kg baby coming out of this hoo-ha.)
    But as I have seen many other young couples,
    Im already more than glad with the way he's treating me.
    Sometimes I look at other couple's husbands so impatient or rude even when their wife's are pregnant.
    I mean it aint easy having a baby living inside you, you could at least be nice? 

    In our 4yrs together, this time frame is probably the most perfect one.
    Just everything about it.
    We start making important and big decisions and changes in our lives to await for little boy.
    We barely bicker and he consults me in all decisions made like laopo da ren.
    This euphoric feeling one can feel is superb.
    To love and be loved. 

    Being happy everyday is my main goal in life.
    In which I have achieved currently.
    This goal in my life will never change.

    My little one is 5months big already. Well, he is VERY active.
    I really wonder what he is doing in there.
    Dancing to the tunes in my IPhone, eating all that good food I swallowed, counting his little fingers, observing the umbilical cord ?
    But no doubt every time he moves would bring a smile across my face.

    I am thinking if I can swallow some magazined - shaped candies or little toy car gummies so it can reach him and he wouldnt be so bored.Hmm.
    Just hope he is healthy and happy.
    I have been very happy with my life since having him. Probably only a fingers count of annoyed days. 
    Thus I would really wish he could come out and and grow up a happy and optimistic little boy.
    He is my little boy and I already love him more than myself.

    And oh, we named him Dariusheart

     

     

     

Thursday, 12 April 2012

  • The day I drew a nice eyeliner ><

    A miracle happened that day and I draw an ultra thin eyeliner hehehe.






    Dont think will ever be able to draw that again :(
    Anyways am just so lazy to upload all the photos of my ROM.
    Thus, I shant. 
    Maybe just 1 of us :)
    Oh, Baby is moving now. laughing 
    Its so cute I cant see him/her but I can feel it although its not exactly possible to feel cuteness without speech or looks or character but whatever she/he is just still damn cute hahaha bye. 

Monday, 12 March 2012

  • Urban Decay - Naked 2

    I realized that when my title is something sad / pathetic my views are relatively higher.
    Eeyer all you evil people. . Just finding new things to gossip right.
    Zhui du fu ren xin !

    Anw if you're anticipating my ROM photos,
    NOT YET!!
    All my photographers will take forever to give me the photos.
    So going to share my latest and totally not necessary Sephora shopping day.


     

        NAKED 2 !! 
    A must get.

     and some other random stuff I had to spend money on ;

    Best brown in the world. *swears*

     

Saturday, 18 February 2012

  • Sick and Tired.

    I have been so sick.
    Fever / Migraines / Nauseating / Body aches / Throat inflammation / Nose bleed / Flu / Stomachaches never take turns to come and irritate me in my daily routine. 
    Last night my head hurt so bad I couldnt sleep till 3am.
    Every move I made cause a sharp pain somewhere in my head.
    So I took 2 panadols and went to lie down.
    Within the next 20mins I was rushing to the toilet to regurgitate it all out.
    Bubbles, white foam, a half digested panadol.
    So tired of being sick every single day. Everyday, somewhere would hurt.
    I cried till I slept in the end.
    I really never thought, it was so hard. sad

    Oh and my shades fell to its death. 
    Its handicapped now.

     

Friday, 06 January 2012

  • New year resolutions

    HAPPY DRAGON YEAR EVERYBUDDY ! blush

    Just wanna let all the Horses like me out there know, that this year is a damn bad year for horses.
    Career, Money, Relationships, Health.
    All you horsey out there just take note. 
    Although I dont believe in these fengshui to a large extent, I did affect me quite abit while reading it.

    So as every year,
    here are my resolutions that 9/10 wont be fulfilled lol.

     

    New Year Resolution 2012
    1. 42kg (I write this every single damn year lol)
    2. I want to earn my first bucket of gold
    3. Pass 4th anniversary with boyfriend 
    4. Complete at least 4 modules in school :)
    5. Go to Taiwan/Hongkong with boyfriend.
    6. Go to Japan with family.
    7. Dress up for Halloween this year
    8. My best sister finds someone who loves her more than she loves him
    9. All my close friends happiness and prosperity !
    10. Lastly, go USS. LOL. Ya la I have yet to step in USS I know right just shut up.

     

    Zai Jian ~
    pleased

     

Tuesday, 13 December 2011

  • Today's post title

    My life now can be easily summed up in a few sentences -

    Word of the day : Broke
    Confession of the day : I just bought 3 'CNY' dresses. Or maybe not really for CNY~ . . .  .lalala . . . .
    Appreciation of the day : Best friends in the world who pull me away from my temptations.
    Food of the day : Maggie mee (excludes any extra ingredients from the packet)
    Show of the day : Money not enough 2
    Self reflection of the day : I will try to stop buying things out of budget
    Request of the day : Someone please find me a job that pays $1000000000 and do nothing hehe.

     

    My super bright orange MAC lipstick whoooooo~! :)

     

    HEH OGAY BYE ! heart

Tuesday, 15 November 2011

  • So, what now?

     

    They say Im taking another risk.
    I was pulled out from my own darkness after a long, long time.
    Through pain, through tears, through blood.
    I made it to the top.
    Finally able to see a flickering hope of light.
    Then I willingly let go of what was holding on to me,
    and fall back down on my back.
    Hopeless. Helpless. Naive.

     


     

Thursday, 22 September 2011

  • A trip to Bali

    I neglected this site for some time now. Procrastinating again and again to upload the photos.
    Will be only showing photos that seem relatively interesting.


    10packs $25

    One of the 100 shots that I managed to capture the dolphins jumping. :)




     
    After water sports we went to an awesome spa.
    Massage + body scrub + aroma bath. Gan shiok.
     

    2 girls spent 4 days in Bali. Who said anything about danger and independence ?
    =) 

    So I dyed my hair @ ProTrim and not many could tell the difference.
    "Did you dye your hair?" Urgh damn it. Slap myself for dying black back then.
    But Candy said I look nicer with this color though :)
    Photoz -


     
    Its not obvious !! :'( 

    Off day today and I woke up at 2pm, made lunch,
    grabbed a tub of Ben & Jerry's and plunged myself
    on the couch in front of my HK drama series.

    Naiseeee. 

Tuesday, 02 August 2011

  • Tumblr ; Daily Makeup ; Me

    Firstly, more cool shit on tumblr.
    Tumblr is way too awesomezzzz.
    laughing 





    Pending Pending yes no yes no ?



    I never liked henna but this is just cool





    Dream room dream room ah !

     

    I would like to share my makeup essentials today because I am really very bo liao since yesterday.
    To those who PM me about the makeup Im am currently using ~ Here it is my top 5 !
    Im not some big blogger but we should share all good things with one another :)


    1.Ettusais whitening UV makeup base

    Pre makeup base , suitable for sensitive skin. (Also available in dry block for dry skin!)

    • Whitening effect - Helps in lightening acne scars and spots
    • UV protection of SPF24 PA ++
    • Medicated acne - Anti bacterial, aids and prevents pimples. blush
    • Contains loquat leaf extract to prevent oxidation(for those with oxidation problems!)
    • Eats in your makeup better for long lasting makeup
    • Oil free for those with oily surface 
    • One of Ettusais better selling products !

    2. Ettusais Eye tinted zone essence

    Under eye concealer > One product I cannot leave the house without!

    • Contains Hesperidin - promotes blood circulation under eyes to improve dark eye circles ! :D
    • At the same time, tinted to brighten entire eye area and to cover hideous dark eye circles.
       

    3. MAC eyebrow pencil - Brunette


    The best eyebrow pencil I have ever used. 

    4. MAC super matte and nude lipstick in Peachstock

    The best nudy peach lipstick I ever found.
    Super coverage for the nudest lips you ever need even without lip concealer.
    *thumbs up x 100000*

    5.MAC blusher in Peaches + Body shop retractable cheek brush

    Blusher - Super long lasting, high quantity and low price. Awesome color !
    Cheek blush - Super soft, retractable easy to bring out and good quality hair that doesnt chui despite washing. :)

     

    This is the kind of look you will get ! 
    My makeup is and forever will be the nude kind.



     

    Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehe.
    Please head to any Ettusais counter to get your awesome products ! :D 
    *promotes promotes* 

Saturday, 30 July 2011

  • Need you now

    Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
    Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
    And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
    For me it happens all the time.

    It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
    I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
    And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

     


    I guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
    heart

     

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